My mediumship journey

As a child I loved reading. My parents encouraged me to read and talk about the books that I read. I kept a

dictionary with me to understand words that made no sense to me. As an avid reader, I lived in an imaginary world where Enid Blyton would take me into a world of fairies and goblins. The twins of St.Claires made me fall in love with my school that seemed morose otherwise. I did not realize it back then that some of the imaginary friends I had were not so imaginary as I kept getting messages from them. Probably when I was eight or nine my mom started noticing this. The messages I told her seemed pretty accurate for a little child. It all started when my great granny passed away and I had told my mom few days before that her time is up. When she asked me how I knew it. I replied I just have this feeling. I had no idea who told me this or why I felt this.

I started seeing people who were not part of my stories and I just thought my imagination is getting really good. A year or so into it, my dad wanted to buy a property. As my mom and I walked in, I held onto my mom and told her that I can see a family that died here. The realtor was shocked as this was one of the reasons people did not want to buy it. That is when I realized this was more than my imagination. My mom encouraged me to talk to her about everything I saw. Unlike others, she told me it was a gift that was probably passed down from my dad's side of the family.

I was in my 9th grade when I started seeing dead people regularly. I was really excited as I wanted to know how they passed on, their life here and more. At one stage I was so pulled into it I couldn't separate reality from it. I was happy talking to so many souls that I found no need for real people to talk to me. A stage where I could not differentiate the lower level souls from higher vibrational beings. A period when the Ouija board was in trend. I would sit in my old 150year old house alone with the Ouija board not scared of it but rather complete with it. I started harnessing all the powers I had inside me. I wanted to bring it all out at once. I would go into our town's old library to gather as much information as possible. I seemed to not know when to stop.

As time passed my family and my parent's friends would approach me for messages from their loved ones. I would sit with my tarot cards to get messages and connected to the departed souls.

This became more of a burden than a blessing. I did not know when to say no. After awhile everyone started approaching me for the minutest of things like to know the future and property to buy, business deals to strike. Little did I know that higher vibrational beings will not tell you your future but rather guide you to it. It was too late when I realized I was connecting to lower vibrational beings as I was able to predict things with ease. I had no idea how to ground myself. I was exhausted after every session. My mood swings became uncontrollable and had no control of my life. I felt every ounce of energy being drained. I tell my clients and friends now, this is not an easy road. It pulls you into the darkness and depths. There is so much of information available on the internet now and finding a mentor is easy. A lot of us as mediums during a time where information was limited to books and experiences from another had a difficult time finding out our niche. A lot of us had given up this ability. The other half of us would have gone down the depths of darkness to finally realize who we are. Either way if you are not equipped for it, mentally and physically it can drain you out.

Today I help people to clear energies. I talk about grounding, shielding and protecting. And assist them on finding out their minds potential. From being a mindset coach to a tarot reader I have grown in ways that I am unable to explain. Sometimes even getting advice from their ancestors. This is the niche I made for myself. Something I enjoy doing and something I learnt from my life experiences.

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